January 23
Things I Could Write About:
1.) Why is it so goddamn cold?
2.) Will I ever have another job, or will I work here forever and ever?
3.) Is it stupid to confess that I love the little jerky captioned photos inside the office supplies catalogue? ("After being late to his third meeting, Scooter was forced to live up to his name")
4.) Why I would really like to write about music in a way that meant something.
5.) The way I sometimes listen to lyrics and am blown away by the sheer elegance and beauty of what other people have to say. See:
6.) "I been meek
And hard like an oak
I seen pretty people disappear like smoke.
friends will arrive, friends will disappear,
If you want me, honey baby,
I'll be here.
Like your smile
And your fingertips
Like the way that you move your lips.
I like the cool way you look at me,
Everything about you is bringing me misery."
7.) Did I get rid of the wrong rabbit?
8.) It's okay to go through long periods of feeling a little bit sad about everything, right?
9.) Japanese Fart Porn.
10.) Drinking Zima doesn't make me a bad person.
11.) People's perceived adorableness vs. reality as seen by rest of world.
12.) Grandparents. Cousin getting married. Family stuff.
13.) When I Will Go Back To The Gym.
14.) The Best Malls In Connecticut.
15.) My favorite restaurants.
16.) Top 10 books/CDs/Songs/Movies
17.) Journalers I'd rather chop my head off than spend even 10 minutes with in real life.
18.) I Love Pens.
19.) Fear of Commitment: Why I have no stickers on my car.
20.) How to dissappear.
21.) What I Would Change About Myself If I Could.
22.) What I'd Change About The World If I Could.
23.) People I'd love throw into a gaping, bottomless hole.
24.) My secret, creepy obsession with plane crashes.
25.) Why does my hair always look bad?
26.) If I know it's bad for me, why do I do it?
27.) Sheryl Crow and Lenny Kravitz are both talentless.
28.) Student loan people calling me at work.
29.) Adults in cartoon-themed clothing.
30.) Honestly, what did 9/11 change?
31.) Why do I still keep a journal?
32.) List of practical ways to keep busy while I'm on senseless hold.
33.) A moving story about my multiple personalies, menstrual cycles, my believe in my goddess moon, or how I saved my own life with arts and crafts.
34.) The places I'd like to visit, and with whom.
35.) How rude the mosh pits are these days/why moshing is no longer cuturally or socially relevant.
36.) R&B/rap Artists that have achieved enormous fame despite having no talent. See also: Jennifer Lopez.
37.) Why being at the movies makes me a little nervous.
38.) What I would do if I suddenly became the queen/rich/thin.
39.) I don't care if you don't like it, I do.
40.) If I could change my name, what I'd change it to.
41.) Who I would take a bullet for. Why.
42.) Who I would definitely not take a bullet for. Why.
43.) Trends I would enjoy killing with my own bare hands.
44.) Why people who like the winter are clearly insane.
45.) The flame I still carry for Big Head Todd.
46.) How I feel about naked people.
47.) Perfumes I can not stand.
48.) What I think my life will be like when I'm 40.
49.) Old paper journals. Transcribed for everyone's amusement.
50.) My favorite time of life.
51.) Do I have cancer? What's that weird bump?
52.) Other people's nervous tics that make me homocidal.
53.) How much I want to punch the person who comes in every day asking me when the next pheresis is, and why I want to punch her. Also, why all of the people who work with blood in the labs are in need of a merciless, swift beatdown.
54.) My building. A blow torch. Would I be blamed?
55.) People on whom I've had crushes.
56.) Phrases and words I'd like banished from the world lexicon.
57.) Why I Don't Like You/Why You Don't Deserve My Liking You.
58.) Things that make me laugh.
59.) Three years with a web page and still not a jot of HTML. Why's that?
60.) Answering the phone may cause death.
61.) Gifts loved ones should get me.
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